14/3/19 Day 9

Enjoy enjoy enjoy. Don’t overthink. You’ve never really dated before. So enjoy the dating fun! Enjoy the flirting fun. Just enjoy it and live the moment. You will have what you want but before you get there, you might as well enjoy the process.

I’m still talking to Kevin and Elric.

Elric wanted to ask me out but didn’t have the guts so I let him know if he doesn’t have the guts to ask, then that’s it. So he did ask. We’re in the process of setting up a date.

I need to process my feelings for Kevin. Sometimes I think I take it too seriously. We’ve only met once and who knows what’s gonna happen. It might last it might not. We’re in the unknown. I want to enjoy having someone to text to. I just wanna enjoy the feeling without worrying about the future. Live at the moment!

Two new men.

Jeff- so far very slow but he does ask questions. So will see how it goes. Observing.

Simon- an English. So far a creep. He only answered, never asked. When I was about to give up on him after couple of messages. He wanted to meet. (?!) I told him I’m confused as I assumed he isn’t interested. He then asked if I have high sexual drive as it’s important to him. I replied that I don’t know him well enough to talk about my sexual drive and wish him finding a lady who matches his. He then said we can still meet and chat with a kiss. Hmmm. Interesting. I replied ok. So now I’ll see how it goes. I need to be very careful with this creep though. Just found out he’s got a 22 year old daughter and 18 year old son! And the photos he put on Bumble are old ones. Out he went.

I’m grateful for the cooler evening. I’m grateful for my beautiful skin. I’m grateful for my beautiful eyes. I’m grateful for my epiphany. I’m grateful for my perfect teeth.

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