Personality matters more than height.
You care what others think. Why?
It’s your relationship, not theirs.
Be open minded. Do not judge.
So far, Kevin reaches out consistently. I’m ashamed to say that I care very much about his height. I’m drawn to taller men and Kevin definitely isn’t tall. I find myself trying to convince myself that shorter men are attractive. And I googled make celebrities’ height!! Argh, I’m so annoyed with myself. I’ll see what happens on our second date. I’m dating him for growth and learn about myself. I’m only dating him not marrying so I’m gonna relax and enjoy the ride.
Elric also reaches out consistently. However, I have no idea what his intention is. I’m not planning to message on app for too long. By the end of the week, if he still hasn’t asked me out, I probably will rule him out.
I went to the Couchsurfing event this evening and had a great time. I find myself trying to talk myself out of it just like yoga. I always try to talk myself out of practising yoga but I always end of practising it. Even for a short 10 minutes is better than nothing. As for going out, I keep coming back to what Matthew says, I can always go home.
I’m grateful for a good day. I’m grateful for for myself. I’m grateful for my confidence. I’m grateful for my group. I’m grateful for the heat.
Journey to finding love within 