Even when it’s a rehearsal, do the best.
Practise all your tools.
You’re an irresistible woman.
You can’t go back to fix the past, learn from it and move forward.
If he really likes you, he’d make it known.
He’s not that special. If you can find one, you can find another.
Don’t worry so much. You’re not gonna hurt his feelings. You’re not responsible for his feelings. Stay at present. You don’t really know him.
Benny- ruled himself out. Bye bye.
Scott- boring as fuck. I tried to make connections and ask him questions but he only answered. Later on asked what’s my night going!!!!! I guess I can’t make a dead fish come alive. Out he goes.
Oliver- I ruled him out for the second time. There will be no third.
New men.
Elric- the energy I feel is he lacks confidence and uses funny language to disguise. We exchanged couple of messages. Observing…
Nate- no comment so far as his first message is hey. So I heyed back. Then he asked my week started off. Late message, I’ll reply tomorrow. Observing.
Kevin- We moved to text over the phone. So far so good. We flirt back and forth. Predictably, he used yoga to make connection. I still have no butterflies. Just calmness. Never experienced anything like this before. I guess it’s good? My coach said instant connection or intense chemistry never lasts long. So we’ll see.
I’m still swiping. I’m not giving up.
Oh, I started self hypnosis since yesterday. Interesting. My mind still wonders.
I keep thinking about what Matthew says, sometimes we have to be ruthless when choosing partner because if I’m hanging on to the wrong one for too long, the right one can’t appear.
Debbie also said she ended it quite fast if she can sense it won’t last long.
Yes. It is a business now. Not quality, not showing enough interests. Out.
Journey to finding love within 