You’re doing great. I’m proud of you.
Don’t think about the outcome. Enjoy the journey.
Enjoy meeting new people. Enjoy meeting new men.
Enjoy the date. You need to date more. Dating is fun.
I want you to have enough fun before settling down.
Date for growth.
So as I predicted, boring Oliver does nothing when I stopped interviewing him. Sometimes oh I wonder why he’s single! I’m gonna do absolutely nothing with him. He can just be there as a background.
Benny. Also quiet as fuck. I think he ruled himself out. Adiós amigo… dating a father is never my cup of tea anyway.
Scott. Seriously a weirdo. After some silence, he suddenly texted me the ever so classic ‘how was your weekend?’ I absolutely hate it!!!!! I want to reply, do you actually care? But I don’t wanna be rude. I’ll think of a compassionate reply tomorrow. I’ll see how things go with this weirdo.
Kevin. We met this afternoon. Very short notice but since neither of us got any plans, I agreed. I dressed nicely with makeup, earrings and bracelet. He on the other hand, wore T-shirt, a pair of board shorts and thongs. He maybe thought he was going to the beach? I think he was a bit surprised to see me dressed so nicely. But maybe it’s just my interpretation. Whatever. I enjoy dressing up. The date went quite well. In fact, it was the first time I went on a first date not feeling overly nervous. I even listened to Rachel’s podcast on the way there. I think it was because I went with the mindset of meeting new people. Also, he isn’t exactly my type so I went with zero, nada, expectations. After I got home, I texted him saying I enjoyed spending time with him. Then he gave me his number. I didn’t wanna initiate the text so I gave him my number. He then texted me later. I didn’t have the desire to go to fantasy land with him. I don’t fancy him for sure. I think for now, I wanna practise my tools. Maybe a bit harsh to say this but I feel like he’s just a rehearsal for the real one that is coming along soon. I feel like the universe is preparing me now. I find chanting my mantra and reading out the pledge really help get the messages ink to my brain. I also read my lesson prior to meeting him and that helped greatly. Coz before I walked to him, I reaffirmed that I’m lovable and I’m a high value woman.
So far so good. I’m pretty happy with how I presented myself in this date.
I’m grateful for this morning’s coaching call. I’m grateful for my body. I’m grateful for my ability to stay grounded. I’m grateful for the universe. I’m grateful for being happy.
Journey to finding love within 