I’m feeling calm and at peace and I want men to feel the same.
Remember my uniqueness. There’s only one me and that’s my biggest asset.
Be compassionate. Lead by example.
Remember your worth. Always!
So Jeremy didn’t reply and the time ran out. Ah well. I did my best. Couple of men also didn’t reply and let the time run out. I can’t even remember their names anyway. I know I did my best and I refuse to take it personally.
Three men replied though.
Oliver- I believe I messaged him before but then I removed him as he didn’t show much enthusiasm and kinda oozing out low energy. I’m curious about how it goes this time round. I don’t care if we’re gonna meet.
Gareth- hmmm, not the type I’d usually message but I wanna see how it goes. Besides, I wanna practise being curious and how to flirt. So far, I don’t care if we’re gonna meet.
Scott- seems like a decent man. Works as a firework displayer and a life coach. I noticed I started going to fantasy land so I really have to keep checking in with myself and see things as they are. Also, stay at present. I also noticed he doesn’t ask me questions. Normally this situation would piss me off and I’d remove him. But let’s see! I wanna lead by example.
I’m pretty pleased with myself so far. Daily chanting and meditate does help calm me down and keep me grounded. I now think before I reply.
At one of my clients, the carer is from Ireland and I kinda find him attractive. But every time I see him, we’re in a work environment so I have to be professional and only talk about the client. I wonder if I’ll ever bump into him outside of work?
I love the feeling of finding someone attractive. Butterfly in my stomach!
I know I’m meeting the love of my life soon as this time, I’m committed to it and to myself. I’m gonna make myself proud!
I’m grateful for the clean floor. I’m grateful for the summer. I’m grateful for my muscular legs. I’m grateful for pain free life. I’m grateful for myself.
Journey to finding love within 